you said you wanted to hear a love story, right? so here is your love story… but you didn’t say that you wanted an happy ending and neither i said it would be pretty and made you cry of happiness. love is a ugly subject that only the foolests practise. fall in love means give your heart and soul to your lover, means vulnerability and deep loyalty. love can tear people apart and let you bleed with your heart wide open… and in the end what did you get? a few memories that you can’t take off your skin, fake promises, some gifts, insecurites and trust issues. that’s all that love brought to you.
There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix them.
search for love in all places, search it well. search it in every corner so that your love can be like trees in a beautiful forest; with deep roots to surround your heart and branches that can lift up in the skies. This tree most grow beautifully so that it can be seem from the top of the moutains and please be careful where you settle your roots, they should be far away from other vegetation so that no other tree, root or branch can show in your way and interrupt you from touching the skies. and always remember to water and treat your tree with kindness otherwise the result can be tragic.
we all are going to suffer at some point in life. we all will feel pain, heart breaks, tears and sadness. but do you know what scares the shit out of me? Loliness. I can pretend that everything is okay by the day but when the night comes i know i will fall apart between these walls. i know that i will fall apart because i’m lonely and no one can see me breakdown here, it’s a strange feeling but i feel secure in all my insecurities, that’s why i keep most of the things to myself. i don’t wanna be seem as the melodramatic friend or that girl that calls to her friends in tears just to tell what happened a few minutes ago… maybe they will support me or maybe they just will say “uhum… i’m listening”. I don’t wanna hear stupid advices such as “do what you think is best” and if i don’t what is best? and if my heart and my head aren’t right?