gonna go to bed and listen a little bit to my beautiful lana del rey while trying to fall asleep.
goodnight world (:
But I didn’t really mind it because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is. When the people I used to know found out what I have been doing, how I have been living, they ask me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who have a home. They have no idea what it’s like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie your head. I was always an unusual girl. My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing dew north, no fixed personality, just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean. And if I said I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way, I’d be lying. Because I was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one that belonged to everyone. Who had nothing, who wanted everything. With a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to a point that I couldn’t even talk about and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both tasseled and dizzied me.
she kissed my forehead after sang “without you” given my hand<3<3<3
p.s. i promise i will post videos and photos soon
Lana is coming to Portugaaaaaaal! my heart skipped a beat.